Friday, July 24, 2015

It happens

And just like that....it happens. You didn't mean for it too, it just did. You knew to fight it off, you knew it would come with consequences, but it still happened. How could you let it?!?! You ask yourself. How could you ALLOW this to happen?!?!? You know what the fallout will be...and it's NEVER pretty. There is nothing but pain and aching left afterward. But it happened. You see, I made a friend. And probably not just an 'Oh hey, how ya doin'?' friend, but a real 'I care for you and about you!!!' friend. A friend that you tell things too because there is something in their eyes, friend. A friend that you know you can laugh and cry with, friend. These friends don't come around that often, yet when they do, you don't want to let go of them. You know that these friends are few and far between. You know that these friends...these friends are what LIFE is made up of. These friends will walk with you down life's path, that is not always an easy stroll. These friends that will be there when you want to scream, when you want to lash out at anyone that even looks at you, when you want to curl up in a ball and wish the world away...and for you to go with it, friend. These are the best kind of friends. These are the friends that are so dear and so precious to you that you never want to leave them once you make them. But then life has a funny way of happening and it literally RIPS your friends away from you. Leaving you alone, and broken hearted, and wondering what you did to deserve to have to go through life like this. These friends are truly, the best friends.......